Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Some pictures

Last night was rough as far as pain goes, I was up and down quite a bit. Today is much better, I have been resting on the couch all day watching TV. My mom came over to visit and play cards and Ryan came home early from work.....its like they think I can't sit still! LOL Here are some pictures of some of the needles we have been using over the course of the treatment.


This is the needle for the Gonal F pen that is FSH to grow the follicles.



This is the kit for the cerotide, this is the one that I had the mild reaction too.




This is the needle for that medication.



This is the one that goes in my bottom everyday and if I am lucky enough to get pregnant then we do it for 3 months! This is my least favorite! It goes in the muscle....Lucky for me Ryan is really good at giving them all!

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Update for Monday & Tuesday

Well Monday was retrieval day and so we got to the clinic as we were told for 7:30 they were short staffed and didn't take us in until 9 am.....by the time we got my IV in and ran the meds it was 10:40. This retrieval was way more painful and stressful than the last. As they were retrieving the follicles I asked for more pain meds which they gave me but it didn't help at all. I am so thankful for my husband who was there the whole time holding my hand and talking me through it all. In the end they retrieved 22 eggs, 15 of which were the right size to be fertilized and now we have 10 embryos as of this morning. We will get another update tomorrow morning about how they are all doing.

I do have a mild case of OHSS (Ovarian Hyper Stimulation Syndrome) so I have to be very careful with my body. This can add complications to a pregnancy or cancel this cycle all together. So I was told to drink 3 L of water and 1 L of Gatorade per day as well as rest.

I am uncomfortable and the nausea comes and goes.
We also started the progesterone injections which are going ok, but they do hurt my bum!

Still trying to take things one day at a time and see what comes next.

Thank you for all the support & prayers! We appreciate it!

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Quick Update

My egg retrieval is Monday at 9 am. So we need to be at the clinic by 7:30 am to get everything set up and get me medicated! :) Today I had 18 follicles so we are hoping that they are all good quality and size to be fertilized. This also means that the embryo transfer is Thursday....and then the dreaded wait time to see if it worked or not.

Today is the first day that my body really doesn't feel like my own, I have heard friends who are pregnant say that but today I understand. I feel heavy and sorta lumpy, in that i can't bend certain ways because I am so bloated.

So tonight we do the HCG injection and then get some sleep!! Tomorrow is a needle free day! YEAH! I start my antibiotics and get some rest as well as drink lots of Gatorade.
One more day down and a few left to go! I will post some pictures tomorrow if I can of all the meds we were using.

Night!

Friday, July 16, 2010

A little info....

I thought today that I would post about IVF its self as many of you may know a little about it but not as detailed as what we are dealing with.....this procedure comes after many many tests, procedures and investigation of why we are dealing with infertility. Here is an overview of the IVF process.(There are a few variations depending on the doctor and clinic- this is ours)

First -- The stimulation medication is self administered on a daily basis starting on cycle day 3(in my case Ryan does it) This is usually an injectable FSH hormone. On day 5 onward I go for blood work to check hormone levels daily as well as internal ultrasounds to monitor the growth of the follicles daily. When the first follicle reaches 1.8 a second injectable medication is given daily as well. This medication is an antagonist which stops the body from ovulating on its own. It gives the DR full control of my cycle.

Second -- When the follicles have matured and there are many of them the right size the another injection is given 36 hours before the egg retrieval. This is the HCG injection and it matures the follicles completely. (Follicles are the "case" of the eggs)

Third -- The egg retrieval (minor surgery) This procedure is performed under conscious sedation and although I am conscious, a combination of medications is given to keep me comfortable and relaxed. An internal ultrasound probe is placed in the vagina and mature follicles are identified. They mount a needle on the side of the probe and its guided through the wall of the vagina and into each of the follicles that are viewed on the ultrasound. The follicles containing the egg is then aspirated into culture tubes to be fertilized shortly. The follicle is then viewed by the laboratory staff for the egg.

Fourth -- A semen sample is provided shortly before egg retrieval. The sample is assessed, appropriately processed and placed into the culture dish containing the eggs. Approximately 20 hours later, fertilization is assessed.

Fifth -- The fertilized eggs (now called embryos) are cultured under strict conditions and examined carefully on a daily basis to assess their progress.

Sixth -- Embryo transfer procedure is a simple and painless procedure. No anesthesia is required. I have to drink 2 or more glasses of water an hour before the procedure so that my bladder is full. This is important so they can see where they are placing the embryos in the uterus. A speculum is placed into the vagina and the cervix brought into view by the physician. The embryos are loaded into a catheter in the laboratory and the catheter is passed through the cervix into the uterus and the embryos are deposited inside the uterus.

Lastly -- After 13 - 15 days a pregnancy test is done.

Hope this helps a little as to what we are dealing with and going through! Thank you for all your love and support! We are very blessed to have family and friends that we do!!

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Another day done!

Well today was an overwhelming day for me. After my ultrasound and blood work I sat for a few mins in the nurses room while she explained what comes next. They think that the retrieval will be Monday or Tuesday so we were talking about HCG injection and the new progesterone injection and what happens the day of the surgery. WHOA!! I know we have been here done this but its all moving so fast this time through.

The good news is that I have many good size follicles and that there are 20 still that are between 1.1 and 1.5..... 9 that are 1.8 to 1.5 so that s really good.

I have been going from feeling really really moody to just numb.....my brain is also not working as it normally does, I am fortunate to have a great work partner that makes me feel less stupid and we laugh about it.

Between the medications and the hot weather my body temp feels way higher than usual.

Over all I am looking at today as one more day done and now focusing on tomorrow.....one day at a time!

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Day 5

Quick post tonight. Today's ultrasound went well 8 big follicles and 27 small. The new medication is making feel yucky most of the time but nothing I can't get through...right? Ryan has mastered the art of giving injections and is my rock when it comes to all of that. I did get poked twice by the nurse today who was taking blood.

That's about it for today!

HAPPY 9th ANNIVERSARY RYAN!!! Love you! xoxoxo

Monday, July 12, 2010

Quick update

Today I went for ultrasound and blood work. All is looking good so far....it is day 4 of gonal F and they started me on Cetratide injections. I had a small allergic reaction to this one but the clinic isn't too worried about it, they just want me to take benadryl before hand. The ultra sound showed that I have 5 follicles between 1.2 - 1.0 and then 30 that were small....so we are off to a great start....lets see what tomorrow brings. They did decrease my dose of Gonal F to 300iu today!

My emotions were in better check today but the new medication was making me feel sick and gave me a headache. It will all be worth it when I see my little one(s) for the first time.....keeping focused on the goal!